Volume One
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From Mr. Abel O'Hara to Mr. Barnes O'Hara.
My Dear Barnes,
WHILE following, in furtherance of our Boyne Water, the steps of the immortal Sarsfield during
his route to Lacken na Choppel, some circumstances distinct from the business of
my pilgrimage came under my notice, which I have since put together in the manuscript herewith
sent as my humble contribution to our second series of Tales. But, before it encounters your
severe eye, please to make yourself acquainted with the manner in which the facts happened to
be conveyed to me.
Upon the first evening of my peregrinations among the Llieuve Illeum hills, I directed my steps,
guided by a little peasant boy, to the house of a small farmer, where, I had been told, rest,
refreshment, and a bed for the night, would readily be afforded to me; as to an inn, or common
public house, no such thing should be calculated upon at the place and time that were to end my
daily wanderings among the crowd of black mountains I had the courage to explore. In some few
instances, indeed, a "sod" of turf, standing upright in the thatch of a cabin, was interpreted by my
bare-legged guide to denote (and he spat out to clear his passage in case I was generous enough
to take his hint) "that a bottle wid something inside iv id was behint the noggin on the
dhresser"—the turf being figuratively meant "as a token among the hill boys to larn 'em where to
find a good dhrop that 'ud warm the sowl in a body;" but these mysterious places of refreshment
had altogether such a chilly, wretched appearance, as the mountain dew to be obtained within
them, taken ever so liberally, could, I concluded, scarcely dispel.
About half-past six, in August, after walking many miles along the steep side of a barren ridge,
we came in sight of the dwelling of Mr. Daniel Nowlan. My guide, pointing it out to me, said
with evident satisfaction, that he could now return home; and when I paid a shining halœcrown
into his little horny hand, the urchin, after many acknowledgments and many prayers for my
happy extrication from the bleak mazes around Keeper-hill, bounded off like a deer, rejoicing in
the probability of being yet able to gain his "mammy's cabin dour," before the shades of night
should heighten the real perils of his path, and the supernatural influence of the scenery by which
it was on every side overhung.
I then descended the hill, at the bottom of which the farmer's house was situated. It seemed a
cumfortablc dwelling: its back turned to the hill; its face into a yard planted in front with fir, elm,
and ash, amongst which the ornamental berries of the mountain ash also occasionally peeped out.
I found "the woman of the house" seated in the middle of the kitchen floor, employed in spinning
worsted. Her salutation at my entrance was mute and, I then thought, very cold for an Irish
farmer's wife. I enquired for Mr. Nowlan: coolly enough still, she informed me he was not at
home. I said, I had been recommended to him as an intelligent person who would direct me on
my way: she enquired by whom; I named my passing friend of the morning, but she did not
know him. I then asked if she could procure me a guide to some place where I might sleep for the
night:—this was impossible; all her men were in the meadow at some distance; and, besides, it
would be too far to travel at such an hour, in such a country; and I was welcome to whatever
accommodation her house at present afforded.
While she spoke, I could not help thinking that her hospitality was rather unwillingly granted;
but she had scarcely finished, when a stifled groan sounded from an inner room, and the old
woman started up with such woebegone energy of manner, and with such a deep cloud of sorrow
on her brow, as quickly informed me that some all-engrossing misfortune was at her heart, and
had abstracted her feelings from the ordinary show of attention and kindness to a stranger. In
another second she entered the inner apartment, taking no further notice of me, and I was left
alone in the kitchen.
The groan I had heard was succeeded by others, all announcing the struggles of a man in bodily
agony. I listened to them for some time. The door through which the old woman had disappeared
soon re-opened, and I was approached by a young girl, whose eyes were red with weeping, and
whose soft voice, as she spoke to me, was low and quivering. She bade me welcome, however,
with a faint smile, invited me to sit, and regretted that, on "account of there being sickness and
sorrow in the house," my stay might not be as pleasant as all in the house would wish to make it.
Not venturing to enquire into the privacy of her grief, I apologized, in my turn, for the
inconvenience my visit might occasion, by my ignorance of the extent of the journey I had
undertaken, which left me, on this evening, only halœway on my road, when I thought to have
been at the end of it; and I hinted, that if a guide could be obtained, I was most anxious to relieve
the embarrassment which, under the circumstances, my presence must naturally cause.
Calmly, and, without polish, politely, the young girl gave me to understand, that any little trouble
I might occasion was too much a matter of course to be thought of; that her father and mother,
and not only they, but the poor people of the meanest cabin in the glen, regarded it as one of the
duties of their situation to bid every stranger welcome; that every stranger had a right to walk
into every house in her country, and ask his night's rest and refreshment; and again, she could
only regret that my comforts might not, at present, be such as it was her father's and mother's
wish to afford. I know not how it was, Barnes, but I felt the mild unaffected manners of this
young woman inspire me with a respect and esteem that brilliant affectation, or the show of
ostentatious politeness, would, perhaps, have failed to excite. I felt, too, that she was sincere; that
I was indeed welcome; that I was at home; that, notwithstanding the family affliction, any further
apology would be ungracious, and any further offer to seek another roof, something like an
offence: in a word, I sat down, as I had been invited to do; and in two minutes conversed with
Peggy Nowlan like an old friend.
The door of the sick chamber again opened, and Mrs. Nowlan re-appeared, somewhat more
composed than when she had left me, and, apparently, more awake to the duties of hospitality.
"He's quieter now, ma graw baun,"* she said to Peggy, "an' maybe there is God's mercy for us
yet." Peggy's eyes streamed afresh, and we were all silent. But the old woman soon asked me if I
would take any thing before my meal was ready: when I mentioned a draught of milk, she
quickly presented it; and she and her daughter then went about their household occupations,
assisted by a serving-wench, as intently as if I had not been present.
A sister of Peggy shortly after made her appearance; younger, but not quite so pretty as my first
acquaintance; dressed with somewhat more care and style, however: for instance, she had a frill
about her neck, whereas Peggy had only a plain silk handkerchief folded modestly across her
bosom; and she wore white stockings too, while Peggy's whiter ankles glanced above the
substantial shoes that served her for tramping to milk the cows every evening. Both young
women showed nearly the same quiet and mild propriety of manner and speech, that pleased,
and, indeed, surprised me; yet Peggy was still my favourite. I saw her moving about the kitchen
with a light though active step, which, as she approached the chamber of the invalid, ever grew
lighter. Among other things, I saw her put down a small kettle-full of potatoes; and when they
were boiled, she spread a clean cloth on a clean white table, and, along with the staple Irish food,
cold meat, milk, eggs, and butter, were offered for my repast. By this time the mother had again
visited the sick person in the inner room; and now, out of a recollected sense of consideration to
me, as I thought, the door remained open, so that the old woman might at once seem in some
degree present during my meal, and sit on the sufferer's bed, holding his hand, and whispering
comfort. I caught a glimpse of the hand she held, and it appeared that of a young man wasted
with suffering; but it was also fairer and more delicate than the hand of a young person engaged
in even occasional bodily exertion could be; and how any other description of person happened
to claim the domestic solicitude of this humble family surprised me. I not only asked no
questions, however, but, after my first involuntary glance, when Peggy's eye, full of tears, met
mine, I forbore further scrutiny. The young girl sat down with me, and pressed me to eat; but I
saw the struggle between politeness to her guest, and her watchful glances towards the sick bed. I
could only taste the food, and Peggy understood me. The mother came out to the table, leaving
her younger daughter in the inner chamber, and I tried to speak a few words of comfort to both:
they heard me with little appearance of lively hope, and still avoided any direct allusions to their
misfortune; yet I perceived they were thankful for the kindness of my manner.
My repast was over, my table cleared, and again I was alone with Peggy. She now employed
herself in making whey, and in preparing supper for the workmen who were expected from the
fields. I followed her with a pleased eye, and saw that, so far as her domestic griefs permitted,
she was not free from that little vanity which, when not too far insisted upon, in the fair sex, is
not only excusable, but I think graceful. She sent me back, now and then, a smile, sobered by
sadness, and that never could have been unregulated by modesty; and I certainly felt towards her
all the kindliness that virtue and discretion, not without a considerable share of beauty, are apt to
engender in the breast of a poor fellow, not yet wholly deserted (notwithstanding the green
glasses) by the warmth of youth; and this, I can assure you, Barnes,—this can be felt apart from
any selfish association of ideas. Occasionally she sat down with me, and I found her conversation
as engaging as that of many young females I have met: it had not, indeed, the graces of the
boarding-school: nor its emptiness and affectation either.
Towards the dusk of the evening, the old man of the house came home; and, after a visit to the
sick chamber, he seemed rejoiced to find a stranger under his roof. He talked to me of O'Connel,
and of the wars to be expected in Ireland in the year 25, 'according to the prophecy.' I regarded
him as a man of great simplicity of heart and manner, and of good natural strong sense, but with
his ideas bounded by the Slieve-Bloom mountains. And I was not a little surprised to find, from
his discourse, that the local particulars of the expected struggle in 1825, which I thought had
applied exclusively to my part of the country, were claimed with equal precision for certain spots
among these isolated hills:—for instance, that the boy with the two thumbs, who, I had heard it
confidently stated, lived at Knock-Killen-all, near Inismore, and who was to hold the horses of
the Duke of York and four of his generals, during the battle, also lived somewhere in the vicinity
of Keeper Mountain.
In discussing these momentous affairs, I perceived that while he gave a half-credit to the truth of
'the prophecy,' the old man hoped from the bottom of his heart it might never come to pass: for
himself, he said, he only wanted 'rest an' pace from his neighbours, far and near, in the Black
North, and in England itself; and even if the Duke of York did come over to Ireland, head all the
Orangemen, and un-head all the poor Catholics, he laid such misfottunes as a judgment ftom God
upon the latter, on account of the doings of some of them, lately, in his country, and the next to it
again—doings which could not but be punished here or hereafter. I observed that he talked
garrulously; and Peggy told me in a whisper, while her eyes rested watchfully upon his, that the
poor man was glad to have a stranger to speak to, as a kind of charm against grief; for, when not
so engaged, his old spirit failed and flagged, thinking of his heavy trials.
While she was yet whispering me, in a very confidential manner, a young and handsome man
stept to the threshold of the kitchen door, but started ere he entered among us, and, glancing from
Peggy to me, seemed surprised, at least, if not offended; while she, endeavouring to assume an
easy smile of best welcome, blushed in spite of herself, and sat upright and demurely in her
chair.
"Won't you come in and discourse the strange gentleman has just walked this way through the
hills, Davy," Peggy then said, addressing the young man, whose brow speedily cleared up, as he
no longer hesitated to join us; and after he had greeted the man of the house, and bowed, not very
clumsily, at me, I caught, with the tail of my eye, certain mute communings between him and
Peggy, that explained, I thought, why he should have wondered to see us whispering cheek by
jowl together.
"And how is poor father John, this evening?" enquired the new-comer, after all this was over; but
he had scarce pronounced the words, in a very low tone, when old Mr. Nowlan shifted himself on
his seat, and, still with a sly glance, I saw Peggy raise her finger to her lip, and look and nod
towards me.
Now the workmen came in from the fields, and the scene changed into one of general bustle.
About twenty of them sat round a large table, half covered with a heap of smoking potatoes,
flanked by ample noggins of milk; and it was surprising to witness the dispatch with which they
demolished a pile that might serve three city families, even Irish ones, for a week. Their silence
too, considering the spirits in which Irish peasants ever sit down to the humblest meal, was
nearly as remarkable as their industry; if, indeed, I did not recollect that "sickness and sorrow
were in the house," and that their nearness to the sick chamber evidently curbed their usual chat
and glee.
Only a few words spoken by them, almost in a whisper, reached me; and even these, although in
allusion to some person whose vagaries diverted the men, were gravely uttered. Some of them
wondered what could have come over "rakin' Peery Conolly," and why he did not accompany
them home to supper; for, big an omadhaun as he was, all his life long, not to talk
of his behaviour in a field, at a day's work, "no one 'ud wish him in bed with an empty belly." At
this, Peggy, in evident interest, commenced enquiries about the individual in question; but the
men answered that, barring he got into the sulks, for the last "hoising" and flogging they gave
him, in regard of his "slobbering" work, the day long, and his fits and starts that would let
nobody else work clean,—(and it was not a likely thing that Peery Conolly would be the man to
sulk at such a turn, either,)—why, barring this, or that he staid in a corner of the field to dance
"cover-the-buckle" for his own private amusement, or had gone after Cauth Flannigan, that was
gone after the cows, or something or other of the kind, any how,—barring all those casualties, no
one could conjecture why he was not then eating his good supper.
But, while they spoke, a young peasant, rather low in stature, clumsily made about the body,
light in the limbs, and his clothes hanging off and on, in folds and shreds, came towards the open
door of the kitchen, at a hop-step-and-jump, and, holding his head down, as he flourished a short
stick round it, there continued a few seconds shuffling his feet, in a cautious modification of the
step most esteemed as an accompaniment to the "jig polthoge:"—and, from the smiles, nods, and
whispers of the workmen, I could not doubt that I beheld the eccentric person of whom they were
speaking. As, in some admiration, I watched his movements, Peery Conolly suddenly raised his
head, fixed his eyes on mine, started back into an attitude, gave his stick another flourish, and
then darted on me with an appearance of hostile intent that made me rise from my seat; but a
whisper from Peggy—"Don't mind him, Sir—'tis only the poor boy's humour—he's as harmless
as the infant,"—reassured me; and, as she spoke, Peery changed his symptoms of headlong attack
into a caper round me and the chair by which I stood, still flourishing his cudgel, as in a very low
and cautious key he sung,
My name it is Conolly the rake,
I don't care a sthraw for any man;
I dhrinks good whishkey an ale,
An' I'd bate out the brains iv a Connought-man—
WHEW!"
"Be asy, there, wid your behavour, Peery," said one of the men; and instantly he fixed his eyes on
the speaker, as he had done on me, and darted towards him with the same death-promising but
harmless motions of his shillelagh.
"Quiet, Peery, quiet," said Peggy, "and remember who's in the next room."
"Oh, yeah, yes, Miss Peggy, a cuishla; yis, yis; we'd mind id whin you spake the word, if we
never minded id afore." Tho' it was evident, indeed, that nothing but a recollection of his
proximity to the sick chamber had previously subdued his capers and his song into the caution I
have mentioned; "and," Peery continued—"sure it's the dance—the dance, a-vourneen, that puts it
into our head, at-all-at-all;"—and, so saying, he jumped towards the supper-table, deposited
himself on a form between two men who had been sitting closely together, chucked his stick
under his left arm, and jirking his head from side to side, and tapping the floor with his feet,
commenced a serious attack on the diminished pile of potatoes and noggins of skimmed-
milk.
"And where did the dance send you, of late, Peery?" inquired one of his neighbours, winking
around; as, his head and feet still in motion, he ravenously persevered in his meal.
"Up the hills, an' over the hills, an' down the hills," replied Peery, "widout the moon, and wid the
moon; an' to Limerick's oun town, the last fair mornin', an' home to the Foil
Dhuiv,* afore the next mornin', where there wasn't as much starlight as 'ud make me know
one foot from anodher, while I done the step. You know the Foil-Dhuiv, Miss Peggy-baun?"
I was surprised to see the young woman smile and turn pale at this random question, while she
remained perfectly silent.
"An' Father John knows it, too," Peery continued: "how is id wid him, this evenin'?"
"Hould your whisht, you scatther-brain o' the divil," said Mrs. Nowlan.
"Yis, Peery, do," pursued a workman, "an' jist tell us who put the dance on you first?"
"Who bud the saint that had id on himself? him, an' th' auld rip iv an aunt I have—who else put
id on me?"
"An' for what, or for why, Peery?"
"For what, or for why? To keep me from the work, to be sure, an' sometimes from the mass
idself, an' to send me here an' there, over-an hether, an' to make me love an' like the dhrop o'
liquor, an' to make a May-boy o' me, an' a rakin' fellow,—a tatther'n, tear'n
fellow—hurroo!—
My name it is Conolly the rake,
I don't care a sthraw for any man;
I dhrinks good whishkey an ale,
An' I'd bate out the brains iv a Connought-man—
And up he bounced and jumped off through the kitchen-door, flourishing his stick, as usual.
When he had disappeared, I gathered from Peggy's answers to my questions, that some youthful
troubles, aided by a "draught," received at the hands of an old female relative, who meant it
should serve him, had turned Peery's brain, and produced, occasionally, the singular conduct I
had just witnessed; that his misfortunes alone made him an object of interest to the family,
though he scarce ever did any work otherwise to claim their assistance; but that a great service,
of a peculiar kind, (and here the young girl sighed deeply, as she glanced at the door of the inner
room) which he had lately rendered to them all, gave poor Peery a right, for life, to their kindness
and protection. She added, that when he was once brought to a country physician, for an opinion
on his case, the sage practitioner declared him to be afflicted with St. Vitus's dance; that Peery,
getting this notion very vaguely into his head, never since gave it up, but was anxious to attribute
to "the dance," as he called it, all his vagaries, all his inability or disinclination to work, and all
his visits to the ale-house;—while some thought that his real fits of aberration were not so
frequent as he wished to have inferred; that there was, occasionally, as much cunning as folly in
his extravagance; that, if he liked, he might now and then work, and be as wise a man as his
neighbours; that, more than once, he had been known to possess the power of showing an
extraordinary change of character; and, indeed, Peggy herself had witnessed, on a late occasion,
just such a change.
The workmen now rose from their table, knelt down, one by one, to their prayers, and quietly
retired to the out-house appointed for their repose. Soon after, Peggy's handsome male visitor
bade us good night; Peggy seeing him to the door, and, indeed, a few steps beyond it, where there
was only an instant's pause, yet one long enough for any little civility the fair reader may please
to imagine; when she returned, looking as simple as an infant, her father shook me by the hand,
and went to seek his bed, praying his good God, that, after all, there might be no truth in the
prophecy; and then the younger girl joined Peggy and me, from the invalid's chamber, to arrange
about my disposition for the night.
After a few words of consultation, they informed me that, although there was a spare bed in the
sick-room, they could not think of putting me to sleep there, as, besides the inconvenience I
should find from the presence of the "sick gentleman"—(this phrase struck me as singular)—
they would have to pass in and out, during the night; but they hoped still to make me
comfortable; and the two girls forthwith proceeded to make up a couch for me on the huge
kitchen table: where, when they for a time retired to allow me to avail myself of it, I found a
good feather-bed, clean white sheets, a patch-work quilt, and, as they had promised, every thing
indeed comfortable.
As soon as I had been afforded time enough to fall asleep, they returned, accompanied by their
mother, and stealthily sat down by the kitchen fire. Although I could not close my eyes, I thought
it most delicate to permit them to think I was sunk in repose; and taking tbis fact forgranted, the
good woman and her daughters,—one or other of them occasionally stealing into the inner
room,—conversed in earnest whispers for some time. Their whole theme related to the illness
and probable fate of the young man, about whom all were so deeply interested; and, without my
feeling any satisfaction at being thus an involuntary listener, some allusions to his past life also
escaped them, that, joined with the previous mystery under which their sorrow seemed to have
been indulged, much interested me. My interest was not diminished, when I became aware that
he was indeed (as from some former inquiries I had suspected) a clergyman, and the only son and
brother of the family; that he had been once their hope and pride; afterwards their shame and
affliction; once good and innocent; afterwards, through scenes of retributive misery and trial, a
misguided sinner; and now, in complicated suffering, bodily and mental, in humiliation and
penitence, their only hope, once again.
All I heard did not serve to give me, however, any thing like a clear notion of the real history of
the young clergyman; and the mother and her second daughter retired, about midnight, to repose,
leaving my feelings, I will not say merely my curiosity, in a more anxious state than they were
before I lay down. Owing to this rather excited mood, as well, perhaps, as to the novelty of my
situation, I still lay awake, while Peggy, all along my favourite, remained up to tend the couch of
her sick brother. When, afterwards, I fell into a light slumber, I could, during its breaks, see her
moving noiselessly about, in the dying glimmer of the turf-blaze, stealing, on tip-toe, into the
sick chamber, or warming a draught for the sufferer's parched lips; or, at times, sitting upon a low
stool, before the embers, her elbow on her raised knee, and her cheek rested on her hand, as she
gazed at the flickering fire, and sighed profoundly. Ay, woman, thought I, from the highest to the
lowest rank, you are, to man, the "ministering angel," indeed; his consoler in misery, the soother
of his sick pillow; and, without you, joy were indeed joyless, and misfortune not to he borne. All
very trite and common-place sentiment, you will say, Barnes, as I lay on my kitchen table,
between my nice white sheets, and pretty Peggy Nowlan so near to me, in the dead of the night;
but I couldn't help it: and no other sentiments prevailed. As the morning peeped into the
windows of my rather unusual bedchamber, Peggy was still upon her watch: I gave signs of
preparations to rise; she withdrew in silence; I dressed myself; she returned, and her mild "good
morrow" sounded on my ear. As I braced on my back the Bramah portfolio you were good
enough to send me from London, she hoped I did not intend to go away without my breakfast;
when I expressed my intention of starting immediately, she went, with a face of concern, to
comnunicate my purpose to her father; and the old man quickly returned by her side, to join his
hospitable requests to those of his daughter. But neither could prevail; and then he shook my
hand, and wished me safe and happy to my journey's end; and I, too, took Peggy's little hand in
mine, and after a few words, expressive, I believe, of my esteem and respect for her conduct,
manners, and person, set out, with something like a wayward and smothered sigh, accompanied
by a man to direct me "a bit" on my mountain path.
But fortune willed that Peggy and I should not so soon part. Ere, with my guide, I had mastered
the top of the first steep and weary ascent on our road, black clouds gathered over our heads,
lightning quivered, thunder crashed and bellowed above and around us, and a torrent of rain
rushed down, that, in a trice, drenched us to the skin. To proceed four or five miles further during
such a storm, or, even supposing it should pass off, in such a trim, was a madness against which
my guide warmly remonstrated, and to which I had almost equal objection; so, at his instance, we
once more turned our faces to Mr. Nowlan's house, and, the road being now a steep descent, and
therefore most favourable to our speed, retraced our steps in a good race.
All the family stood at the threshold to receive me; exclamations of condolence came from every
tongue; and, almost by main force, the old woman, her daughters, and the robust maid-servant,
forced me off to a bedehamber, where I was commanded to doff every tack upon me, and cover
myself up in a neat little bed, until every tack should be well dried. In vain I remonstrated: Mrs.
Nowlan and her handmaid whisked off my coat and vest, even while I spoke; the latter, squatting
herself on her haunches, then attacked my shoes and stockings; Peggy appropriated my cravat;
and I began to entertain some real alarm as to the eventual result of their proceedings, when away
they went in a body, each laden with a spoil, and all renewing their commands that I should
instantly peel off my Russia-ducks and my inner garment, drop them at the bedside, and then
retiring between the sheets, call out to have them removed.
I did even as I was bid; and when properly disposed to give the appointed signal, Cauth
Flannigan, the maid of all-work, speedily attended to it, re-entering with something on her arm,
from which her eye occasionally wandered to my half-seen face, in a struggle, as I thought, and I
believe I was not wrong in my reading, between most provoking merriment, and a decent
composure of countenance; The misthess sent this shirt, Sir—only it isn't a shirt,
entirely, bud one belongin' to the misthess, becase it's the washin week, an' the sickness in the
place, an' all, an' the misthess couldn't make off a betther at a pinch "—and, laying it on the edge
of the bed, Cauth strove to hide her giggle and her blushes by stooping to take up the last of my
drenched garments. When she had again retired with them, I examined the nicely-folded article
she had left with me, and, truly, it was not "a shirt entirely"—but what shall I call it,
Barnes?—a female shirt, haply; the personal property, as Cauth would have it, of Mrs. Nowlan;
yet, from the earnestness with which that zealous Abigail strove to impress the fact upon me, as
also from the hasty erasure of an initial, near its upper edge, I had my own doubts, while I put it
on, concerning the identity of its owner.
And so, while the storm vented its fury among the black hills, thus I lay, safe and comfortable, in
(I am sure it was, from the visions of bonnets, &c. I caught at every side) the sleeping chamber of
the young ladies of the mansion. In a short time Peggy returned with my breakfast; three eggs,
just laid, home-made bread, sweet butter, tea not to be much faulted, and cream, such as you
have never seen since you went to live in Gray's Inn, "any how;" the sugar was my only dread,
for it looked as brown as gingerbread, and as coarse as a handful of pebbles. But Peggy's smile,
when she put down my provisions, was sweeter than any sugar; and as soon as she a second time
disappeared, I can assure you I managed to make a good breakfast.
My clothes were restored, as dry as chips; my Bramah was again buckled across my shoulders,
and again I put on a resolute face of departure; but the storm was more resolute than I: the sky
frowned back my challenge; the old man and woman and his daughters told me that, although the
thunder might soon cease, there would not be a dry half-hour that day among the mountains; and,
in fact, I remained where I was; not really regretting, perhaps, though I persuaded myself I did,
the stern necessity that interposed to prevent a manful and conscientious fulfilment of my
duties.
I sat down at the kitchen hearth with the young women, and, while they employed their needles,
we conversed freely together. I have before given you to understand that they were neither
uninformed nor unintelligent; and now I got new proofs of the fact. Both had been pupils at the
convent of Thurles; but, perhaps, the younger, Anty, from having remained there longer than her
sister, and returned home later, had acquired, or retained more of the ideas and accomplishments
usually taught in an Irish nunnery; or, perhaps, Peggy, after coming back to the duties of her life
and situation, and continuing for six or seven years chiefly occupied by them, had forgotten part
of her former proficiency in books and graces. Good sense and useful information they possessed
in common; I should not, indeed, insist that their tastes were equally cultivated: they knew little
of poetry; less of plays; they had never been but once to see a play; then it was their fate to see
Othello performed in a village barn; and the hearty indignation they jointly expressed, as we
talked the matter over, towards the man who acted Iago, (not towards the character, merely,)
gave me a lively, and almost envious idea of the incipiency of their theatrical criticism, and the
simplicity and goodness of their hearts.
I described good acting, and a great theatre to them, and they listened with evident interest. I
hinted at novels; they knew nothing of that branch of literature; and, indeed, the vehement
manner of their disavowal rather caused me (for certain reasons) to draw in my horns, and pass to
another topic. Moore's songs they could play, if they had an instrument; and Peggy knew most of
the figures of country dances, and Anty whispered something about quadrilles. I opened my
Bramah, and showed them some bad sketches of fine scenery; they were loud in their applause; I
read some other sketches from my note book, and they thought me "l'huitieme merveille
du monde:" and, to crown all, I pulled out a New Monthly, before we finished our sitting;
as we were about to part, for some time, handed it to them to peruse; and after dinner, when we
again put our heads together, the young women expressed, and, I am sure, really felt much thanks
for my trifling attentions.
Meantime they had been in and out of their brother's chamber, or alternately engaged in some
household duty. I asked as seldom as possible how the brother went on; yet now they spoke of
him to me with less restraint; called him by the appellation that before they would have dropt in
my presence, namely, "Father John;" and answered all my enquiries by an assurance that he was
much better. In fact I saw that, merely by acting a kind, and, at the same time, a considerate part,
I had induced the solitary young girls to think well of me; while my manifold accomplishments
added (none of your horse-laughs, Barnes,) some interest and respect to their esteem.
However it happened, I was not this night "laid out," corpse-like, on the kitchen table; and when,
next morning, I again began to gird myself for travel, Peggy and Anty heard their father, with
evident pleasure, predict that, for many days the mist and rain which had succeeded to the storm,
would not clear away. But why should I garrulously lengthen out this introduction to a true tale?
Let me hasten to inform you that, after a week's residence in the house, the poor girls told me the
story of their brother's misfortune, together with certain occurrences of Peggy's own life, that
were involved in his;—that, after a visit from his bishop, the invalid grew so much better, as to
allow of my appearance at his bed-side, for which his sisters had prepared and given him an
anxiety; that I was then afforded an opportunity of studying his character, and, at last, of
receiving from his own lips, explanations of his feelings and motives during his trials, which
otherwise I could not have been able to supply; and, lastly, that out of the whole information thus
collected, the following tale is compiled.
For the immediate conclusion of it, after the period of my first journey among the Slieve-bloom
hills, I am indebted chiefly to you, Barnes, I thank you; for when you sent me over your
commands to go back all the ways to Lacken-na-chapel, and assure myself of one certain point
(and only one) upon which I had left you doubtful, it was but natural that I should pay a second
visit to the kind and hospitable Nowlans; and again, it was but natural for me to enquire into
what had happened during the nine months I had been away from them.
"A. O'H."
* My white or fair darling.
* Black-valley.
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