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#29
The living rooms of my neighbors are like beauty parlors,
like night-club powder rooms, like international
air-
port first-class lounges. The bathrooms of
my neigh-
bors are like love nests Dufy prints, black Kleenex,
furry towels, toilets so highly bred they fill and
fall
without a sigh (why is there no bidet in so-clean
America?). The kitchens of my neighbors are
like
cars: what gleaming dials, what toothy enamels,
en-
gines that click and purr, idling the hours away.
The
basements of my neighbors are like kitchens; you
could
eat off the floor. Look at the furnace, spotless
as a breakfront, standing alone, prize piece, the
god
of the household.
But I'm no different. I arrange my books with a view to
their appearance. Some highbrow titles are
promi-
nently displayed. The desk in my study
is carefully
littered; after some thought I hang a diploma on
the
wall only to take it down again. I sit at
the window
where I can be seen. What do my neighbors
think of
me I hope they think of me. I fix the light to
hit
the books. I lean some rows one way, some
rows an-
other.
A man's house is his stage. others walk on to play their bit
parts. Now and again a soliloquy, a birth, an adultery.
The bars of my neighbors are various, ranging from none
at all to the nearly professional, leather stools,
auto-
matic coolers, a naked painting, a spittoon for
show.
The businessman, the air-force captain, the professor with
tenure it's a neighborhood with a sky.
Reprinted with permission
from The Bourgeois Poet
Copyright © 1964
by Karl Shapiro
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